jaded.

dearest Bennett,

words of harsh you spoke of.
actions of negligence, you did.
was i nothing more than a rag doll to you?
that you have to pick me up and throw me down
with the most forceful strength you ever had?

do you ponder why to you, im devoted?
have you wonder why i keep choosing to stay?

the blistering cold, now you left me with again.
am i not human? am i without blood flowing through my veins?
am i emotionless that you have to keep killing me again and again?

caught up in between to go or to stay.