Sunday, December 5, 2010

I've moved on to my new job.

First day was great. Besides getting to know everyone, the day has been packed with typing... and endless typing. There are only 5 of us in my team including myself - three really experienced ones and another new mate is joining us on this coming Monday. Really nice people! I think I must have been a lil too quiet. Well, I would have to admit this but who would believe? I'm really shy. My laptop isn't here yet; I would have to be stuck with mine for close to a month. And I'm receiving a macbook/pro/air. Currently, I have no stationery on my desk. Sucks.

I miss Simon. He's been really busy doing up this event for the opening of an overseas bank for the past three days. And I think he's a terrific person! He is capable of producing results which I don't think I would be. I hope his job hunt would do him some justice soon.

For the Almighty One, thanks for watching my back. =)

Thursday, December 2, 2010

The Eve.

Don't laugh at me, I went for a fortune telling session this morning with Dawn. I am supposed to be incapable of working for the rest of my life; Master (shi fu) had said that whatever I'm going to do, I am not going to be happy. A very wise piece of advice on the eve of work.

Tomorrow is the day which I've been dreaming of. At the sudden request of reebonz, my date of commencement has been brought forward to the 3rd instead of the agreed 8th. Because they have so many events coming up and is seriously short of manpower. Since I am bumming at home, starting work on a Friday sounds ok. But this TGIF is making my heart beat a little faster. I have a good hunch I will be rushing to meet deadlines throughout the weekend.

While having coffee with Simon this evening, I asked him, "Babe, am I really good enough? Why do I feel that I am not good enough now that I've got the job?"

"This is not the right time to be thinking whether or not you are good enough! It's time for you to be thinking about how to live up."

"Why do I feel so lousy about myself suddenly?"

"They hired you. If you aren't good enough, why would they?"

"Perhaps because I am good at acting and bragging to others how good I am?"


Can I pray to God still when I just went to a chinese fortune teller?