he is godlike.

Nic says (6:43 AM):
you didn't, in the realistic and physical sense
you just had that emotional imaginary pillar.
you didn't care about what/who you were loving.
you just wanted to love someone
and now, it's still the same case isn't it?

Nic says (6:55 AM):
not just ben
you have to give up certain parts of your character
certain traits
certain things that you have lived with, all your life.
stop being needy.
you have to accept facts, and the world as it is.

chrissy* - get rich or die tryin'. says (6:56 AM):
u mean stop being reliant?

Nic says (6:56 AM):
let's imagine the world is simple
there are 2 types of people
1) those that rely on other people. 2) those that can be relied on.
choose now.
then work towards it


Nic says (7:00 AM):
no.1 sucks. cause you can't function without someone
and in this ugly world, you can't really depend on anyone
how many times have you been disappointed?
why not just quit it, and be no.2?
no.2's great cause you'll have more motivation in whatever you do

Nic says (7:01 AM):
cause you know people are counting on you
and you will always function
everyday of your life, you're living
sure, sometimes it sucks cause you're bearing big burdens. but at least you're feeling alive every single day







This is my fave man on earth on my bed. And it is not what it seems.