I don't understand how this type of pain works. But I can tell you, it's almost as good as taking the staple breakfast of one, let's say for example, kokrunch away from you. The sudden loss and the overwhelming emptiness is propelling me to want to do something silly and uncalled for.

/sighs I should be breathing now through my threshold. And I should be able to wake up feeling almost as good as brand new but same old, tomorrow.

Really. I feel sad because there was time wasted, choices made out of my gloomy times and well, to sum it up, I just have to say I have insulted my intellectual level and had go against the current and only live to now to regret. Albeit thankfully, it won't be long later which I start developing second thoughts, now that the curtains were drawn. The very post here, marks another tearful story of fates wrongly entwined, another fragment of history, a play acted out, gone and done with.

And as if things weren't complicated now, it's still the pink wind chime that I am looking at.

Calendar girl who's in love with the world stays alive.

And I will live, for sure.

I know someone who's a wimp. =D And I am greedy. I am going to devour you, this time round.

Meeting tomorrow 8:30 birds chirping wees! Wtfugggggggg! And Imma catch Max Payne at 10.30am. Who on bleeding earth watches movie in the morning?!

My mobile (please see below) is fcking turning heads every where! =D!! And I totally adore this track by Flobots - Handlebars.

I am gonna have my appraisal soon. If that bloody biatch ever dares say anything negative about me, I will put anthrax on a tampax and slap her till she can't stand. She is in no single fuck shit position to make any comments with regards to my work performance. Hah. Speaking of "speak for yourself".

Know how many out there are always jumping to impress others with what they are not? Then again, whichever facade we put up, isn't it us anyway? /shrugs Life itself isn't a bitch, we fuck ours up all the time. And that includes me nonetheless. Oh alright, snap myself again. Better be snapped fckin hard this time round. Ugh.

"It took me long to realise how much I fancy my solitude freedom and how independent I could be on my own. I am free to choose whoever I wish to cast in my circumlocutory play, given a brilliantly creative enough script I paint out. With the occasional tidal waves of grievances and losses, you will always remember me for which side of me you adore. I am telling you now, you would not get what you see. Because I am a chameleon. I kill things I love, so they will be mine eternally."

Beauty!

Look at my new pet!

• 3.2 inch VIERA display
• 480 x 854 pixel resolution
• 2000:1 contrast ratio
• HSDPA connectivity for data transfer speeds of up to 3.6 Mbps
• built-in GPS
• video and audio players
• 5.1 Megapixel camera with six-axis image stabilizer and video recording at 30 frames per second
• a secondary VGA camera for video calls.
• microSD card slot
• 1-Seg capability

You don't need PSP, iPhone with this beauty around!

Lovingly appreciating it!

Bukake.

My god. I wanna get this pair of earrings, bag and monopoly set from Juicy Couture and they have no shipping services to Singapore. UGHHHHH! I am going bonkers!

I said this to Ain at work, "I hope the pigeon fly by and shit on your face." So I walked towards Somerset Tube and bukake man! It was still warm. And very moist. Fuck shit karma! And I was only joking only okay. I vehemently thanked God it didn't got on my bag!

To: A.

I secretly wish we could give it another try, without questioning my remaining rights. If there were some, perhaps you may wish to consider someone whom you fancy from time to time. Times when I was shit cranky, times when I was not what you want, times when I wasn't myself, or times when I tried to snap you. If you could, it might be right this time, for all you know.

From: A's.

Hello!

F/W'08 at last! Okay. I know SG's too burning to be considering getting a new trench coat, soft cashmere sweaters or what nots. Let's just make do some consolation to ourselves but imagining we can dress up in those thick coats and boots. /fantasizes Okay. One lovely song to see you through your Fall this year. I know this song's been around for some time. But it's a so-feel-good-about-yourself one. Pardon R Kelly for having sex with a minor okay. I bet she was in for a good time too luh? And what about her calling him 'Daddy' in that sex vid. I bet she was up for some role play too. Ugh. A 14 year old can know enough to shock the world luh please.

I sold my F1 finals passes! I hope my managers don't happen to be reading this. My mind would have been bleeding if I had decided to go get involved in a stampede in the race circuit okay. But! I still managed to watch the race on some bridge at Marina. That is about it. Nothing really wonderful about wearing that pass on your neck. I did make it up to Trac by buying her dinner. No photos because her camera was low on batt. And she actually brought a dying camera out. -.-

Momma's and Cal's 21st birthdays are coming soon! Although I ain't on talking terms with em right now, I bought mom a pair of Amethyst Earrings and Cal one Calvin Klein shirt and a DKNY polo tee. /roll eyes

Someone's been head hunting me for Juicy Couture which is coming soon to Singapore.. I am considering whether to take up the offer. I know xiaxue will be the first to set foot

My primary school crush added me on facebook! Been ages. I wonder how he looks like now.

Should I get this?! I'm like a lil sick of my Pimpin' Ain't Easy.

Chrissy wants to throw a White Party!